Miles
It
all began because of a dog, really; a little Jack Russell-Chihuahua
named Miles. I was 35 years old and living quite contentedly in a
Victorian-era historic farmhouse on Knight Road, on the westerly
borders of Ann Arbor, Michigan.
The
original hardwood floors echoed the many lives the structure had
lived, and the high walls and sweeping doorways held in their
histories a deeply positive, luminous energy. The original staircase
at the forward foyer ached and groaned, but the beautiful dark wood
of the stairs was a joy to feel underfoot. The grounds were in excess
of seven acres, surrounded by a density of wild trees, and the sky
was prone to the most stunning sunrises and sunsets I had ever
experienced. Sandhill cranes stopped off in surprising numbers in the
fields to the east, Coopers hawks wheeled in the breadth, and
dragonflies spun in stunning swarms at dusk. Deer grazed by the
dozens beneath my bedroom window in the misty mornings, and crows
brayed bold and beautiful from the roof of the big red barn behind
the house.
I
shared the place with several people; a car salesman, a master
carpenter, a waiter, and a medical records professional. The rumble
of a Harley Davidson shook the garage and everything else on Sundays
and any day it was reasonable to ride. Sometimes the thunder of six
or seven motorcycles gathered in the driveway, and every window
trembled in its pane. Grandchildren visited a few times a week, and
kept the place jovial. There were animals as well, a decidedly aloof,
moody Calico named Belle, and a rutted old sage of an English Bulldog
named Buster. My housemates had a broad, pleasant and stable network
of friends, and many of these folks had pets as we did. So
occasionally, animals from other households came to us for looking
after while their people went abroad.
The
little Jack Russell-Chihuahua wasn't too sure about his abrupt change
of surroundings, and he growled as ferociously as he could from the
safety of the crate he had arrived in. But I instantly loved the
little creature, and gradually worked my way closer to him, leaving a
treat I knew he couldn't resist nearer and nearer to his nose. When
at last he snapped up the morsel from my fingers, his little eyes
clicked up to me. His flanks shivered hard, but his whip tail swung,
curious. I opened the crate, and encouraged him to come out. He did.
First,
I took him out the sun room door in my arms and let him run in the
fenced pasture beside the barn, realizing quickly that Miles was
essentially a coiled spring coated in fur. He never stopped moving,
and in his smallness and quickness he found a gap in the fence, and I
nearly lost him. I was out of shape, but my legs carried me along
after him fast enough to snatch him up from the ditch beneath the
willows along the roadside. The first proper walk on a leash proved
that 'Miles' was indeed a good name for the little pooch, but, as I
raced along breathless after him, the thought occurred to me that
'Dash' might have been a more suitable moniker.
I
had never been what I would call 'athletic' in my life, and by the
time we huffed it back to the house, it crossed my mind that I should
perhaps be writing my last will and testament - I felt, truly, as if
I was about to expire, and we'd only run a mile, maybe less. But my
adoration for the little dog found me breezing out the door with him
again and again, until we were doing a steady four walks a day, and
going further and further each time. As I watched him bounce along on
the roadside ahead of me, his tongue lolling and his sweet spirit
bright, my feet came along with a quickness that felt oddly
satisfying. I liked to run too. My lungs flashed with the fresh air.
My heart beat its merry little drum in my chest. I was sore
afterward, and my calves burned, and the soles of my shoes seemed to
be smoking, but as Miles wagged his tail, I could only think of going
out into the sunshine again, and off we went.
I
began to look forward to the deep, cleansing inhales required to
exert my little friend, and began to enjoy the way my body exalted
the effort it took. By the time Miles went home to his family again,
he and I had gone quite a few miles indeed. I ached to see him go,
knowing that I would always remember the brief and affectionate time
we'd been friends. Even though his leash was no longer hung by the
door, and even though I no longer had to make those four journeys a
day, I found myself craving the quickness of motion, remembering the
pull of wind around my body, and seeking the flashing, rhythmic
surges of energy that fired off in my muscles as I ran. I realized
that in just a few short weeks, something completely unexpected,
exciting and life-altering had been set in motion.
From
then on, running became a daily ritual, and, being very early spring
in the Midwest, the air kept to a chill. But the juxtaposition of the
cold air against my happy heat was a bliss. My breath raced in faint,
swirling vapors as I exhaled, and my feet felt sure and strong
beneath me. I extended the lengths of my runs quickly, surprised to
discover that in very little time I was covering a startling
distance. As I left for work in the morning, or when I came home in
the afternoon, I found myself smiling at my vacant Filas where they
lay in wait by the door. They were an integral part of something that
I was swiftly falling in love with - something difficult but
rewarding, that I had begun to crave.
Then
one day, the broad, sweeping calm of the sky that usually unfurled
itself over the rooftop looked surly and ominous, and raced with
scudded bands of heavy cloud. Rain fell in diagonal shrouds beyond
the budding trees in the west, and a disconcerting crackle of thunder
severed the stillness. I pulled on my running pants and picked up my
shoes. It was time to run. No excuses. Then, as I flowed along in air
heavy with the scent of an oncoming storm, I envisioned myself
beneath a tree, which suddenly took a searing hit of lightning. I
realized that I would have to come up with an alternate plan.
The
closest gym was an Anytime Fitness, which I was familiar with because
it shared a parking lot with a Whole Foods knock-off called Plum
Market, where I frequently bought organic apples, overpriced coffee
and 'natural' toothpaste. There was also the thrift store I
frequented for toe socks, flip flops and the occasional sweater. The
gym was in the far corner, across from a Chinese restaurant called
Panda House. Ben, a youngster made of abs and biceps, quads and
calves, with a brief crash of curly black hair on top, met me with a
smile as I came in through the door.
After
a quick glance at the equipment I was signing up, explaining that I
was a runner - well, at least I had been for the past few months -
Ben was enthusiastic, and I appreciated the general energy I received
from the folks who were pounding the treadmill, spinning the
recumbent or hefting up the weights at the rear. I was satisfied,
knowing that I had an out whenever thunder struck.